Thursday, November 30, 2006

Pangkor 06' - K3

Pangkor trip! k3! 11 people! lol.. im running out of ideas to start my posts.. Class trip to Pangkor from 27th to 29th November.. Oh well.. O~ the 11 people are me, Kyth, Derek, Crystal (Yin Siang) , Nicole (Shuen Sze/Rieko), Sher Yen, Sim Yee, Suat Neo, Yi Jun, Audrey, Joyce..

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* Complete Pangkor Pics Collection: http://picasaweb.google.com/lawyer88/Pangkor06K3
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Day 1: Monday
Gotta wake up at 6 to err.. get ready.. Bus was gonna leave at 8.30, but couldn't take much chances of being later than that.. With much convenience, my dad fetched.. I picked up Suat Neo and Yi Jun as well and headed to Puduraya.. Arrived somewhat at around 8, and we seemed to be the first to arrive.. Had some breakfast, didnt taste that great.. The rest eventually arrived.. Some of them had breakfast while waitin for the bus..


Then there's the 4 hour bus trip to Lumut, and the class with the prom queen was in the same bus.. I don't know wat class is that ler, sry ah.. No doubt the noisiest bunch of ppl together.. The bus ride was unexpectedly really eventful... There were plenty of food, two guitars, plus live music.. No one seemed seated for more than 30 minutes..


Finally arrived at Lumut jetty at around 1.. Didn't do much at the jetty but took the ferry to Pangkor almost straight away.. It was very much smooth and straight forward.. Ferry => Pangkor => Taxi => Coral Bay.. We took the penthouse, which was actually just an oversized apartment.. haha.. its not like a penthouse u'd imagine at a 5 star hotels.. its just a big apartment with 3 room, which, fit 11 ppl quite comfortably.. Double-floor apartment, the gals took the upstairs and we got thrown to the smallest room downstairs.. XD

We went out almost as soon as we got into the room.. After a quick splash to freshen up, we headed to the beach.. We ate burger! from a indian guy who spoke mandarin... lol malu.. banana.. Banana boat was the first on the event list, and the cold winds of the sea felt great amidst the heat.. There was even a capsized event where the banana boat capsizes.. lol.. great fun..

Water games and sand games followed.. I can't remember how many hours we spent though.. lol.. Anyway, to blog to that detailed is to ruin the fun ler.. It's all in memories.. In short, there was (forced) stripping, dunking and burying.. Spent the entire afternoon just in the water.. Its pretty much confirmed I don't get sunburned.. For dinner, we walked to some restaurant.. rather surrounded by nothing.. pretty isolated as well.. haha.. seem to be having crabs and prawns and lotza seafood..


After dinner we went to the Karoake just next door.. quite a part of the resort actually.. We took the 2 hour package thingi and sang to our heart's content.. It was quite ok la.. the mandarin speaking ppl gave face, at least got some english songs.. ^^ Got sofa to seat dun wan... all stand and jump on sofa.. apa la.. hahaha.. dam fun la..

Put 11 young people together and u get people who refuse to sleep.. I took about 30 minutes to walk out alone to enjoy the beach quietly, which, im pretty sure no one else enjoys quietly sitting by the beach to just do nothing.. It was already about midnight at that time.. By the time I came back I still heard a ruckus.. Wonder how anyone can sleep with such noise.. There were those who were asleep, or trying to..desperately.. Played some card games, told some ghost story and the conversation ended up talking about religion.. Eventually we all went to sleep.. About an hour later someone crept downstairs to.. err.. i dun even know wat.. but got ambushed.. :D lol that was reli fun la.. Then we sat and chat and chat and still yet cant sleep.. whose the we? haha.. not telling :D


Day 2: Tuesday
Some people right.. call everyone to wake up 5 am after sleeping at 3am... Not like I *think* I slept at all.. After all the girls went up to sleep.. we guys continued to talk a while.. until finally finally decided the need to get some damn sleep.. In the morning, err... i mean, a few hours later.. when I woke up, the first thing I saw was kyth's face staring at me.. Apparently he was waking me up.. after that he go seat at the couch like a dead/depressed.. or depressed AND dead zombie..

We were apparently waking up at 5 am to watch the sunrise.. although I thought I remember this beach was a sunset beach.. and it seems I thought right ^^.. Oh well, since we're up early, we actually make our day longer by having no night sleep.. We walked the beach as the sun slowly rised and brightened the sky.. At the end of the beach there were some rocks and we all had fun climbing them.. Took some pictures and just sitting at the rock, enjoying the wind.. It felt so great.. the sky was really beautiful..

Someone I know seemed to remember alot of details.. =.= too many details.. that someone also dun dare climb rocks wan, although its onli about a meter in height... haha.. so nice on top there.. After we came down, we had our breakfast back at the penthouse.. Our food supply seemed to be piling up very high, so we had to cut it down somehow.. Looks like we brought enough food to last a month.. We ended up eating maggi mee and drank milo/coffee.. Somehow it feels like one very big family, quite fun also lar..

Took a boat out to go for island hopping and snorkeling.. This guy, which yi jun started called sifu/guru.. was quite sporting also la.. After showing us some cursed rocks that supposedly look like animals, he dived down to get a sea cucumber and a sea rambutan.. although its not the first time I've seen/held a sea cucumber, it was no doubt disgusting.. :D the sea rambutan looked freaky though.. Then we sit the speed boat zoom around there and here and the wind felt great la... He would make sudden turns and we all also go cheer~

After a while we stopped at a place where apparently fishes knew where to get free food.. Although the water was not clear at all, the fishes were interesting.. and we'd get to swim.. and also laugh and point at those who cant.. errr.. i mean.. help those who cant... :P Sorry la, it was really a funny sight, to see the other 2 guys dangling to the boat.. *Hope derek doesnt read blogs... *
Since we earlier agreed for 30 minutes, it was soon up and we got on the boat and headed home.. Again on the way back, the guru played stuntman, and was really fun la.. These are things u definately cant do with ur parents.. After reaching back at the shore.. All also want to jump off.. I have never really tried to float in the sea, so I took the chance to try it.. Jumped in without a life jacket, much to the horror of Reiko it seems.. or so I thought I heard her.. I could tell it was a hell a lot easier to float in the sea than the swimming pool, I think cuz of the salt content.. Swam back to shore, paid the guy and went off to have lunch~!

I cant reli remember what we had for lunch dy... errr... did we even have lunch? ahh sry ah.. Kyth said we didnt have lunch.. After that we rented some bicycles from the next door shop.. ah, but there was a bummer.. sim yee didn't know how to ride, so we rented a special bike with those metal bars on top of the back wheel, actually used to put stuff like bags/books.. Its not very comfortable but its better than being left out rite? :D

So after we got all geared up, we began our cycling expedition! Then it began to rain.. =.= at first it was rather small so we ignored it but it kept getting stronger.. and so we turned around and waited back at the hotel/resort/apartments..

After wat seemed to be 5 minutes.. the raid seemed to have stopped.. So we gave it another shot.. after cycling out for about another 10 minutes.. the rain hit again.. hate this on/off rain.. It was also very hot, the sun was shining and it was wet from the rain.. basically the worst sort of weather u would want to cycle in..

So we cycled and battled rain and heat until we really don't think we should cycle further.. so we stopped in a corner.. But then, sick of stopping every few minutes, we just thought we should just go ahead and go thru hellish weather.. Cycled and cycled till we finally reached the town, soaking in sweat and water.. We parked our bikes in a corner with other motorbikes and locked them, then went walking around town..

Our first stop was food~! Having 11 people means being rather undecisive and we walked past coffeehouse after coffeehouse till the weary and stressed out people finally gave in and more or less just chose randomly which coffeehouse.. We got in one which had onli one store open, and most of us weren't too bothered what we were eating.. as long we got shelter, rest and cold drinks..

Yi Jun recommended we try some err.. pow pow drink, apparently a healthy sort of 'leong sui' with lotza herbs and that sort of stuff.. anyway it was refreshing.. I think at that point, anything cold was refreshing.. So refreshing that I ordered 3 glasses of it.. We still had balance from the Pangkor money, so the last of it was used to pay for all the food and drinks..

We didnt cycle all the way here to have a meal and go back.. So we walked around town, jumping in and out of shops, mostly without buying anything.. Here's also where I bought my seafood junk, for bringing back home.. After a while we seemed to have gone a round.. so we got on our bikes and continued our journey..

Reaching a crossroad, there was a sign pointing to some err.. historical site or something like that.. So, being adventurous, we took that route and much to our horror it lead on a 70 degree slope.. Of cuz I've exaggerated a bit.. The '70 degrees' slope lasted only about 5 meters.. then it was downhill instead.. uphill had to push, downhill also had to push.. it was quite dangerous, not knowing the condition of our bike brakes.. besides, yi jun can't cycle with sim yee uphill or downhill.. so we all walked.. It was a nice sight for a change, able to see the sea and the fishing village..

And there was more or less when the metal thing behind yi jun's bike broke.. At first we all thought it wasn't much and some, continued on.. But then it was obvious she could no longer sit on it.. haha.. then the stress levels began to shoot up.. We were a little far to walk, and to err.. dump sim yee wasn't reli an option.. :D

Of cuz, Kyth came to the rescue, honouring his word yesterday, saying he would fetch whoever who couldnt ride the bikes.. Think his plus points with the gals +100 dy.. But I think I respect him for that la.. hahaha.. it was quite far for him to fetch simyee, practically carryin her in front of him.. The best part was when a bus full of tourists past by, they all whistled~! :)

I headed back first with a few gals, cuz he said it was wayy too crowded for 11 people to be cycling side by side on a damn narrow 2 way 2 lane road.. After reaching back I headed back in the opposite direction to see if I can help carry some stuff.. Before I could even reach the junction, they were already there..

I headed to the nearby store to get 11 cans and bottles of 100+ for everyone, everyone was either dead exhausted or reli stressed..Hoping it would cool things down a little... Kyth just collapsed back in the penthouse.. =.= so unfit :D he's so gonna kill me.. he'll go and say.. I cycled with her all the way back.. lalala...


So, back in the apartments.. we all just took baths, lie around, eat junk food, play cards and listen to music for a while.. after all, kyth was in the zombie mode zombie-ing around like a dead fella.. groan there and here.. hahaha.. We rested, and then Audrey, Sher Yen and Suat Neo took Sim Yee out, apparently to teach her to bike, it was interesting, and quite admirable of sim yee lo~

They managed to teach her in a few hours time, while, we, which is Derek, me and kyth, plus Shuen Sze and Yin Siang cycled around in the area.. Only now the weather was great.. it was shady and cooling, but most importantly, it was NOT raining.. the wind by the beach felt great, we cycled on and on and on till it was a dead end.. Somehow my pedal of my bike broke when I was just starting on it.. So, these ciplak bikes ah, break there and here.. lol.. in the end also I put it back to hide it.. lalala~

By the time we came back it was about 6.30pm.. Then I realized, thanks to kyth, borrowing a 2 t shirts and a pair of pants, I had run out of clothes.. :D despite having the biggest luggage bag.. So I bought 2 tshirts, one from the next door shop and one from the shop within Coral Bay.. It was cheap anyway..

We wanted to see the sunset, since we didnt manage to see the sunrise.. And for some reason we wanted.. err.. someone wanted steamboat.. so, we took a rather costly steamboat.. Rm20 per person.. I wasn't a fan of steamboat so I duno ler, but Shuen Sze said it wasnt nice.. ;) We saw hornbills being fed though, quite interesting..


Our sunset turned out to be behind another island nearby.. so it was rather blocked.. cursed the island.. may it sink someday. :D We ate our steamboat in relative silence, since it was to be eaten in waves.. eat then stop.. then eat.. then stop.. Finally finished 11's people portion, since yi jun didnt eat.. And then duno who not full enuf, we went to buy jagung after that.. :D Went back after that to the apartments..

Basically we guys sat on the bed playin cards for a while.. Then the gals decided to go out, but it was rather obvious like we werent very much invited.. :D it went like.. "we all going out, u all dont wanna come right?" Before we could answer, it continued " ok ok we understand.. lets go~!" .. lol.. we were left staring at a empty apartment before long..

Left poor 3 guys ditched by the gals, playing cards, chattin and listening music lo.. At first I suggested we guys go for a walk as well, the weather was very nice.. But then, i turn around and see kyth, again, and err.. u know la.. zombies dun go for walks.. so, kinda pity him if we left him all alone.. and pity derek if I left him with him alone.. :D hahahahaha.. man he's soo gonna kill me..

So err.. it was rather uneventful game after game, and for some stupid reason the zombie kept winning.. I was careless, and I went and chainlock the door.. When the gals came back, we pretended to immediately sleep, but then of cuz they couldn't come in.. ah dang i had to get up to open it, while the other 2 guys pretend to be asleep.. Kyth stop pretending after a while, but derek continued 'sleeping'.. lol.. all the 8 gals all stare at him.. then kept pointing out he was smiling when sleeping.. hahaha..


Now that the gals are back, the noise came back with them.. It wasnt a bad thing, and a nice change.. The previous nights, we talked about playing truth or dare game, which in the end might as well be called the dare game cuz no one played truth.. Although we spent several hours on it, from midnight to around 2 i think, we didnt play that much cuz all the time taken in between forcing the poor victims to do the dare.. Lets see.. shuen sze kept being chosen as the victim.. It was fun la~ just watching them was fun..

It was a tiring day after all that cyling and stuff like that, so many went to sleep just after the game.. crash dy.. The remaining played some cantonese game, and the gambling stake was overdose of food brought.. i have no idea how we even lost after the initial winning streak.. and, my cantonese sucks worse than I thought..

So, after that it was really time to get some shut eye.. I was also crashing, having not slept that much.. I did some blog posting on my phone before I slept.. This time no one came creeping down.. haha.. ;) all knocked out.. and the day ends..

Day 3: Wednesday
This time, there was definately no waking up at 5 am.. Thats rather the time we slept minus 2 hours or so.. But we still had to check out at 12, so there's no complete freedom as well.. No surprising, crystal had to wake us up, banging on the door.. =.= seem rather experienced in wakin ppl up.. 'bang bang bang bang.. its 10 dy'... it was onli 9... just like my dad.. lol..

The entire morning was just lazzzzzzzeeeee... lazing around, no activities.. Relaxed, and chat, watched malay drama.. lol.. Nice of Joyce, Shuen Sze and Yin Siang who cycled all the way to town to buy us breakfast.. :) we had nasi lemak plus roti telur.. I chose the nasi lemak, but quickly realized it wasnt a great choice cuz it was rather hot..

At 12, we checked out of the hotel, and then we hung around at the lobby.. The chairs were comfy there.. so we took a few of us to return the bikes to the shop, while the remaining watched over the bags.. Eventually we abandon the bags completely and headed to the beach~ The last moments at the beach and went on a picture taking frenzy~!


Feet take, Fingers, take, people wearing the same shirt colour take, faces take.. :D apa apa also take.. memang poser wei... best poser.. After hanging around at the beach, we headed back to the lobby.. Everything was still there, thankfully.. We grabbed our stuff and took a taxi to the jetty.. From the jetty, the ferry was already there so we were the first ones on the ferry..



Back at Lumut, the first one to leave was Yi Jun.. Since she was going straight back to Ipoh, she wasn't going to take the bus with us.. So her mom and brother came to pick her up from Lumut..
After she left, it was 10 left.. There wasn't much to do around Lumut Jetty so we headed back to the bus..

The bus ride was completely different than the one coming here.. Many were asleep throughout, and only woke up when we're just about to reach KL.. Our bus was at 3.30, and by the time we reached KL, it was dark and jam.. Finally reaching puduraya, the seperation began.. One by one all left, sorta sad feeling.. Grew less and less people at every stop we made..


Slowly we made our way from Puduraya, to KL Central, to KTM, and then back to our own stations.. It was finally coming to an end.. and this post too.. whew its sooo long.. I stopped at my own Carrefore station with Rieko, who suddenly disappear upon reaching.. So it was only me, and I waited for my parents.. Pangkor trip, was over.. ~


I had a great time in Pangkor, hope you guys did as well.. Take care yah~ Keep in touch..

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Complete Pangkor Pics Collection: http://picasaweb.google.com/lawyer88/Pangkor06K3

Other blog posts on Pangkor:

Sher Yen: http://teddytales.spaces.live.com/blog/cns%2150422ECC54CF6FB0%21430.entry

Nicole: http://nicolesze.blogspot.com/2006/12/pangkor-trip.html

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Lawy3rz

Thursday, November 23, 2006

SAM Corroboree 06' - The final days..

Guys shouldn't be emotional or sensitive, says a friend of mine.. But u can't expect guys to have no emotions, that ain't human.. She continues, guys who r, r weird.. Hmmm.. She's a friend whose advice i treasure, so, I'll reduce my post of such elements..

Prom post! Haha.. Its quite been a long awaited day, which for me did not start that well.. Hint hint to those responsible.. Haha.. I fetched 4 gals whom i found hard to recognize, even if i'm supposed to have been classmates with for the entire year.. But, girls will be girls.. Makeup n all.. More than an hour over the meeting time.. Sitting and waiting and doing absolutely nothing for over 1 hour is absolutely terrible..

As for me, i dressed quite the same as before, its not like i have any other shirts or formal wear.. But this time, without the tie, also an advice from a friend.. Finally, sze vien decided to show up at 7.05, after much frustration.. Haha.. Sorry la.. Not keen on being late any longer, i must admit i was rather er.. fast on the road.. Haha.. I picked up the remaining 3 gals from cheer ray's house, she herself, yi jun and suat neo.. The difference between dressed up and otherwise, is so big.. =) decipher your own meaning..

So, zoom zoom to pyramid then, and carelessly, there was this sign pointing to the hotel carpark.. How i supposed to know the pyramid tower was considered a hotel as well.. Didnt even know bout it.. We ended up in the convention center area carpark.. When we took the lift, we ended up in the mall! Drawing stares from all directions while trying to find the right place.. I believe it was yi jun who got us to the right place at last.. Talk about my dependable sense of direction.. Haih..

Once we got to the right building finally, i noticed we're not the only one lost or late.. Haha.. See ppl talkin over the phones, looking for lifts.. Etc etc.. Finally found a lift, 15th floor.. Reached! Validate our ids, tickets, n chopped some thing on our hands.. Turned out quite useless since there r always some bunch of ppl going in and out at all times.. And at certain times, there r more ppl outside than inside..

The other ppl in our table, table 28, is derek, marvin, Kyth, sim yee, Audrey, n myself.. Plus the 4 gals i drove.. As like most proms, performance, and MCs, and prom kings and queens.. Though, i can't hear much wat the MCs say, not know who the prom kings n queens r. and i daresay, it was the one ppl paid the least attention to.. The food was definately more worthy of our attention, since we sat so far away from the stage n couldn't see who was being nominated in the first place..

It is without a doubt that the performance 'dance history 101' was the best performance, done by previous graduated sam students.. It was great laughter n fun watchin them.. Regret not videoing it..

I always seem to have too high an expectation for prom nights.. Me and only me it seems.. Oh well, I dun think its something I should elaborate.. not like I havent.. haha.. nth, nvm.. oh, before I forget, the other 10 ppl at table 1 are yin siang, shuen sze, joyce, sher yen, hong yu, chung siong, wei sheng, wee kiat, wing hoe and xue rui..

In the end I still had an enjoyable time, with great company.. Then the gals all wan go yum cha... wonder what place still open at 12 midnight.. never knew there existed a place dam big.. one station.. lol.. before we went there, we again got lost tryin to find our way back to the car.. man im hopeless...haha.. it was a very enjoyable night, I thank everyone, and I wish u good luck and best wishes! To all of k3! i'd miss u all.. I'd miss SAM.. the teachers.. except one of cuz.. keep in touch.. will probably see again the day we collect our results.. K3, best of luck, keep in touch!

Pictures @ SAM Corroboree 06' Pictures (update!! : Current Kyth, mine and Audrey's only)

Nicole's Blog: http://nicolesze.blogspot.com/2006/11/22nd-november-2006.html

Sher Yen's Blog: http://teddytales.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!50422ECC54CF6FB0!428.entry


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Lawy3rz

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Troubled..

It doesn't take a genius to tell when one is troubled.. Especially when one is posting it post after post seemingly whining non-stop.. Or so it seemed that way.. To me, its a simple way to vent things out instead of bottling up.. Some dance, some sing, some eat, some just burst.. I simply blog.. So try not to mind very much when i go thru troubled phases and i seem to whine so much bout it here..

5th consecutive post using my phone.. I must say, i love the convenience.. Being able to blog anywhere, save n continue it.. I'm now dead bored sitting at the shop.. So, wat else to do but blog? Haha..

Exams.are.over.. Yeah!! It feels so nice.. A large burden off my shoulder, and a few months before the next one comes along.. Its over! Ah the sound of it.. Over! Heck, i can make a song of it.. Over over our exams! Haha.. I'm not sure if my sanity is over as well.. The entire exam, overall, actually went much better than i had initially expected.. It.. Feels.. So... Great!! Hahahaha..

Hmmm.. So u've reached here without reading any troubling posts.. The worry, doubt and suspicion of posting watever is troubling me has not gone away.. People have emotions.. People have feelings and modes.. I don't wan to be one who always pretends everyday such a lovely sunny day.. Exams r over, prom is tmr, and a few months of holiday.. Wat could possibly be troubling.. I am not very sure myself.. It just feels that way.. Haha.. Nothing much else..

I wan to start another post on my sapphire blog.. I have fun writing a story that is not bound to any format, any story, anything.. Just type and type and type..

Random picture will come later.. When i edit this post in com later..

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Lawy3rz

Friday, November 17, 2006

Envy, with a dead heart..

This makes the 4th consecutive posts by handphone.. I somehow adore the convenience of using my hand phone to blog.. Again, the biggest flaw is not being able to post pictures.. Perhaps its possible but i don't know how.. I'll dig around.. (in the end, i transfered to com and finished this post in the com so there is a pic)

After the Econs exam, it feels as though the exams are all over.. Accounts is seemed to be forgotten.. The clear evidence is everyone slacking and going out..

Even i went out today for Kyth's birthday.. Oh ya.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYFFU!! We went too see casino royale.. Not bad a show, wouldn't say its superb either.. Nice change from brousnan (if thats how u spell his name).. Those present were me, kyffu, derek, marvin, sher yan and crystal..

Disclaimer: the posts below this point is possible to be considered lame shyt.. Do not proceed for those who cannot take it..

Putting recent issues, or leisure, aside, I feel slightly envish.. why? perhaps I myself am not too sure of why.. As far as I can recall, my life has never been overly steady type, whether its life at home or life at school.. As far as I yearn for some excitement besides a bloody boring reptitive cycle, I do not seek arguments or disruptions.. makes you feel powerless..

Anyway, seems like I've drifted off topic.. Is there anyone out there, who, sees people by them and sometimes, are not so materialistic? I don't know.. My views have this have always, and probably always will be, very erm.. kuno.. ancient.. I believe liking someone, is the best feelings, even if it isnt mutual.. and if it does evolve to a 2-way thing, i believe that the most important elements that drive a relationship should be trust, understanding, compromising and feelings.. If one is compelled to always try to make her happy, then understanding never took place.. If one always have doubts and suspicion about his/her partner, then trust never took place.. If one always wants his/her partner to change, then compromising never took place..

Being to sit quietly together, and most of all, enjoy each other's company.. with the ability to read each other's mind and thoughts.. its a great feeling..

I'm not sure when I realize this, but my feelings have gone numb.. Its like this flame that once lit within me sorta died.. It's so quiet, lonely and dark without it.. I am, as it may seem, lost.. standing in the dark.. haha.. there I go again, me and my fav metaphor.. my world, was never complete, and probably will never be, even if I wanted it to be..

Ahh... *wakes up* been blaberring too much.. Its 1am, I wish ya good nitez..

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Lawy3rz

And ahh.. P.s. - To those who noticed, the pictures on the right hand bar.. many of them have been removed.. actually they're going thru a renovation.. the long awaited new Yahoo! photos have arrived and I'm again, sorting out everything.. once its completed, I promise much more photos will be uploaded and shared.. till then, here's today's random photo..

Random photo #6 : Pangkor

Description: I thought this wud be appropriate since we ARE going to pangkor.. and staying as the same place I did in the picture above.. =)

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Lawy3rz

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

The morning calls..

Again, i harness the convenience of using mobile blogging.. The only problem is that it lacks the ability to attach a picture..

This morning, was Econs.. Thank goodness it is the last 7 am paper, don't think i could take another one.. Less than 4 hours of sleep last night, feeling entirely out of whack..

The 6 am skies was beautiful.. The purple and orange sunrise as a backdrop of my former high school really just left me standing there gawking.. The air was chill yet not cold, and the breeze felt like it came from autumn..

The morning passed, and the evening came fast enough..where the skies was golden, and a shade of a sad brown.. The breeze was strong, and the trees waved with me thoughts..

As someone had once said, meetings are just prologue to a parting.. Just like every year, i take this time to reflect on myself, thinking how i could have been a better me throughout the year.. How perhaps i could have achieved more.. N me who always realize it too late..

Everytime the breeze blows, my thoughts waivers from me.. It has been a beautiful morning and a calm evening.. If only times could stay like that, if only my heart would lift itself from a deep slumber and come back to me..

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Lawy3rz

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Monday, November 13, 2006

Second successful mobile blogging

Remember i mentioned something about having getting the 5000 characters email fixed? I got it! Haha.. This is also testing if i can send pictures to my blog straight.. Nothing much else to blog, IT today wasn't that great, Econs tmr..

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Lawy3rz

Saturday, November 11, 2006

First successful mobile blogging..

If this message appear in my blog, which u r reading now, then, my
efforts in mobile blogging has been successful! I'm able to typed,
currently, up to 2000 characters using mobile gmail, while, if i'm
successful in setting up my jaring one, i can send up to 5000
characters.. Quite nice.. I've been having problems with that though..
Anyway, not time to blog, need study to make up for going out today..
Haha..

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Lawy3rz

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Friday, November 10, 2006

As days goes by..

It's HOT! hot hot hot! Days have never been hotter.. Its barely 11 in the morning and its just sahara out there.. An uneventful morning, I woke up to find I overslept. again. Its 30 minutes past 10, and I wander around the house, hoping for a peaceful quiet morning. My hopes were quickly dashed when I saw my mom at home and then remembered what errands I had to do that day.. IDP called as well, and that meant I had to drop by ASAP.. By the time I settled just about everything, which wasn't much, it was already 3... oops. 3 in the afternoon..

By 3, the entire hot hot hot sun had disappeared, and the rain just poured as if it is a prelude to a massive nationwide flooding.. rain and rain and rain pounding on my car door, windscreen.. Visibility was down to 2 metres.. side mirrors were rendered completely useless.. and everyone was driving at a 20km/h speed.. road were flooded with water and I really, really feel sorry for all the pedestrians and motorcyclists who were caught in that rain..

Ah, today, in the middle of my entire SAM exam, for once, I did absolutely nothing.. didnt study anything.. I feel so terrible.. I think i'll stay up late studyin.. try to make up for something.. and tmr I'm going to go out summore.. not to mention the following thurs... god, I should not be so relaxed... crap.. anyway, till nex time..

Random picture #5: Big tree near Taylor's Gate by Nokia 6280



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Thursday, November 09, 2006

Two down, three to go..

Yipee.. two exams down, left three.. and by next week, only 1 remains.. stupid accounts.. so damn far away.. not to mention its the last subject.. other classes not takin accounts can end an entire week earlier..

exams so far over are ESL and maths... both, are well above what I had expected.. Note carefully my words.. I didn't say they were easy.. I just said they went better than I had thought.. Perhaps my expectations for them was very low in the beginning.. Oh well, when the results are back, we'd know..

Exams next week are IT and Econs, in two consecutive days in a row.. bah.. maths and econs has to be both the subjects to be at 7am.. of all subjects.. anyway, new phone pics as requested? haha.. here..

Random Picture #4:Picture Removed due to request by Kyffu Dury =D (picture taken by Nokia 6280)

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Saturday, November 04, 2006

Blog for the sake of blogging..

Earthquake. Wait, there's never one in malaysia. Everything was shaking around me, or perhaps I was the one being shaken. As I opened my eyes, I see my brother.. Instinctively I turned away.. "Your friend is here".. huh? friend? Oh yah, its the square one wanting to pass me round coins.. I totally forgot bout that..

Anyway, the day passed without much of an incident.. I've reached the point I don't know what to study anymore.. not that i've finished studyin everything.. its more like can't study anything... aih aih... blog for the sake of blogging...

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Lawy3rz

Friday, November 03, 2006

Past, present, future..

I've been putting off a new post for some time now.. well, one of the biggest things that happened is that I got a new phone! ^ ^ hehe.. finally.. after countless pics of it throughout this blog, u can probably know what phone is it rite? So, i also guess you dun wan anymore pics of them.. :D

Exams are in 3 days.. *lightning sound effect here*.. it's a horrible thought, and yet, the feeling of gettin it over and done with seems so tempting.. kinda like.. ahhh screw it.. why cant it all be in 5 days in a row? it'd just be the most miserable 5 days of my life but who cares!

Studying has been done in much vain.. Of course u can't study with the computer next to you.. complete utter failure... there's anime, games, blogging, phone wallpapers, phone themes, phone ringtones, new wallpapers, and heck too much to list..

**start of meaningless rants. stop reading**

U know, its only times like this that makes u wonder how damned fast time is going, and the future is just around the corner.. Ambitions, dreams, and the future all pop up.. I've never been certain of them, until now.. It'd may sound stupid, but I want to be an achiever.. I don't mean in academic exams, i mean it in all aspects.. I realized I'm tired of being a no one, and that all my excuses are just made by me, becoming a barrier.. lack of discipline, lack of willpower, lack of guts.. ah, add lack of brains/brawns too.. :D

Perhaps, above all, I would love to be able to write.. For those who don't know, and I presume just about everyone.. I like writing, but can never write well.. Lack of talent, lack of creativity and lack of sheer guts to try.. Always being afraid of rejection, always being afraid of failing.. I've got plenty of weaknesses it seems..

The world is not made out of studying, getting good grades and getting a boring steady job for the rest of our lives.. It just surprises me how much this seems to be the case everyone's expecting of us.. 18 years has passed.. One of the principles that I've hold on to for many years is never to regret anything.. what's done is done, what's past is past, accept the present and look forward to the future.. I've always been an oversight of my own life.. Perhaps it is not I understand that i've been regretting alot of things I could have done with time.. short-sighted, and always regretful in the end.. the truth eh? haih..

K enuf of the depressing issues.. I don't usually post this sorta stuff, it'd always changes people's perception of me, usually for the worst.. DO keep in mind it is not some form of self pity or sympathy seeking post..

**end of meaningless rants. continue reading below**

Random picture #3: talk to da hand by Audrey Ong ^^


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