Just thoughts and feelings..

I stood at the door, and the breeze blew past me. Looking up to the dark skies, faint music filled the background. Leaves began to rustle past me and as I closed my eyes and enjoy my time in solitude, someone began to form in my mind. Times are rare like this, and yet so great. Thoughts began to fly, and feelings lies quietly sunken at the bottom of the heart, and the dream crumbles.

Uncertain times I live in, and the path is lit only in darkness. Walking it blindly, each step I take is in doubt and fear.

Haha.. I'm bored.. too bored it seems.. I shud go to sleep...

Random picture #15: The k3 circle of friendshi-.... feet!


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Be honest to yourself, to your feelings and to her..

Oh boi its 1.30 am in the morning and am i bored.. Bored. Bored. Bored. Yes shadowhunter, I know I should work on my sapphire, but the continuation u made was great.. ^^

Tmr I'd be going to monash.. oh wait.. today... to pay and register yada yada yada.. its finally a long nightmare over.. This shud be the last dy.. its so damned complicated to just register for uni... really... the guides are over 30 pages long... just on how to get into uni alone..

Anyway, yes I shall spent more of my free and boring time on sapphire.. ^^

Random picture #14: Sher Yen's masterpiece on display! dun ask me why its an octopus, and why its strangling a cat though....


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O o O o~

Finally, my uni letter came, after my dad make lotza noise at monash, i think they sped it up.. i mean, its a month! who cares now, seems like the past..i got everything lalalala.. only marvin is the last one now, IDP messed up his application by leaving it out apparently.. sheesh..

No comments on my new header, no comments on anything =.= got a feeling that blog readership from roughly 30 a day -> 0 a day.. :D except me! blah! im might as well talk to a empty wall.. I personally havent photoshopped anything in quite a while so it was quite fun to work on the header.. I'm looking for more stuff to work on.. e.g. forum signatures, avatars, blog template designs...

Everyday seems to consist of 1) waking up at 12.. 2) eating lunch 3) fetch brother from school 4) errands 5) dota 6) sleep.. lolz.. feels pretty boring eh..

Random picture #13: Melissa! with her guitar! dun ask me wat are they doing to their guitar though.. :D

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Morning? What morning?

I literally lost my mornings... The past 2 days I've been waking up past 12.. which is quite absurd.. But considering I've been sleeping at 3 also might explain that..

Anyway, new header!! used the last random pic, blazing angel as main scan this time.. However, its kinda disappointing that the picture was not whole, and so thus u can see the sides are cut off especially on the right side.. Due to this, I think it'll only be a short term header till I find another great scan I like to replace it..

What have I been up to recently? Dota.. Anime.. Errands ( paying tax, renew licences, bank issues, yada yada yada).. There's nothing more to it than that.. Either I'm getting lethargic or these tasks are sooo tiring..

My damned uni letter still has not arrived, and I wonder what the hell are they doing with it.. I will not reply anyone who asks me or raises this issue as a topic of conversation or otherwise I'd be tempted to strangle them.. its so dam frustrating enuf as it is, with my parents breathing down my neck, and if my frens were to add to that, i'd burst.. ^^

Reader feedback from my blog is sooo terrible.. I've asked for feedback and comments plus ideas in the last 3 posts but there hasnt been a single one.. wat the- la.. Sheesh..

Oh! as a final note, my former IT teacher in school, Ms Chandra Reka Gupta Mauriaaa is selling 1GB Kingston pendrive for RM40 each.. Anyone interested, lemme know..

Random picture #12: Woof. The trademark of Ang Jian Yung.. Woof woof!

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Where's my damned uni letter..

There. a big bad point about applyin for well known unis.. they take ages to send u the damn offer letter.. They can tell u 10 working days, and now reaching a month it still hasnt arrived.. I'm (again) going to call them up once more. its sickening and tiring just waiting and doing nth... How long is Monash going to keep me waiting?

I duno why, but I'm motivated to blog now, just sometimes, not very sure about what.. Kinda sick of playing games u'll lose.. Yes I'm talking about dota.. sien when losing, geng when winning, unfortunately the first one always happens..

At this point I've pretty ran out of things to blog.. well for this blog of cuz, doubt I'm attracting any more readership anyway..

Random picture #11: I think its the first time I've posted a random anime pic.. well here ya go.. Its the wallpaper of my phone right now, blazing angel..



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Days pasts..

It is uncertain days like this that makes u wonder how certain exactly is your future.. Days pass and time doesnt seem to be moving.. Everyday just seem like any other day, yesterday, the day before, and u know that tomorrow will be the same too..

I actually dont have any reason to blog but after reading some friend's blog, it sorta gave me the idea that I should continue to blog and not stop.. its already half dead, considering the lack of updates and comments anyway.. No no, this blog wont die completely, its just that I lack ideas to post considering nothing is happening..

I'm not too sure what I should be blogging about already.. I mean, it is the new year and u'd expect some changes.. Should I rant on how my dull and boring life is, or should I try a new approach? I have 4 blogs, to be exact, and this one is the main one.. There's another 1 to test out new templates before implementing them, there's another one on a story I'm trying to work on now, but dun seem very successful @ www.sapphire88.blogspot.com and lastly the last one is my personal private blog no one will ever know ^^

* * * Sapphire88 blog is temporarily suspended for review of current and future contents.. Dont let that stop u from giving ideas yah! * * *

Its no doubt that this blog, as well as the sapphire blog, will be the active two blogs.. I need, and really need suggestions and ideas to go along with the sapphire blog please.. I'm not very creative by nature..

Anyway, I originally wanted to spam this entire post with a very long and dull posts on how memories are sad and yada yada yada.. but then again, i thought twice, and perhaps it wont appear here.. Being emotional is dangerous, people perceive you terribly..

Random Picture #10: Kelvin Chew aka PenguiN! at beta reunion Dec 06!

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Happy belated new year, and merry christmas..

I apologize for not having any posts regarding christmas and new year.. I'm so engrossed with the holiday mood, ignoring the fact i've been having holiday for the past month, so, i got lazy to blog on the details..

And to all, Happy new year!! this is only the third day into 2007 and a long way more to go that will seem like a flash at the end of it..

Today, 3rd Jan, we tried to sell our last year's books and seems like it was harder than i think.. and i also made some mistakes by selling a few books wayyy underpriced.. haih..

Again, at this point my laziness to blog is very obvious, I shall end it short today, may another time come..

Random picture laterz~

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