Its been some time..

Well SPM's over.. just EST left.. A lot's been happening for the past 3 weeks I couldnt blog.. Many of them weren't really good things.. but hey, since when good things ever happen in my life.. I do isolate myself at night from my family when I'm using the computer and all.. but apparently it seemed to have gone too far.. now i feel like everyone in my family has something against me.. my mom said i was self centered and selfish.. my dad said i was *indirectly* arrogant, bossy and rude, wherelese my bro... my bro, when my parents are not in, we seem to get well fine, but when they're back.. i don't know why he suddenly acts as though I've been bashing him.. for all i know, i've been damn nice to him and i want to try to keep it that way.. So now, everyone's eyein me.. whispering around behind me.. their glares tell me all.. i doubt anything's gonna improve..

Domestic problems aside, SPM is another headache.. But thank god its finally over.. I'm quite surprised.. the whole thing went much better than I had expected.. the papers were doable.. and when checked, it was wonderful...

Exams aside, there comes the thing i've been reli waitin for.. driving.. i can tell neither my dad nor my mom is keen on this.. the relationship is already rocky.. and now this? ah what the heck.. i've waited like mad.. aint gonna give up cuz they arent-so-glad-that-I-wanna-drive..

Now, my dad just left the room.. I had no idea why he came in and sat down and said nothing at all.. and i was playing computer.. I have this rule of my own, I don't play computer in front of my parents.. and hell it was an uneasy feeling around me.. so i asked him..' watcha doin here' and his reply was.. u own this room? kenot come in lah? i dun know whether he was serious or not.. but.. sigh.. then he told me i should allow my bro to see me play computer... i never like it.. a noisy chatterbox next to u when ur playin computer? i said i dun like it.. and he gave me one of those glares that said -wat-an-arrogant-son-..

So there u have it.. when ppl ask me.. how's my life? my answer is simple.. eat, shit, play, study.. I try not to think of anythin else.. or people think I'm basking in my own self pity.. Life can be a treat, other times its like a storm.. Right now, I frown at all the kinds of glares I'm getting..

Logging off
Lawy3rz