Day passes silently..

When it was years, I told myself there was plenty of time, why think about it so fast.. when it was months, I gave no thought about it.. Now, with each passing day, it does seem like days leaving home is numbered.. what am i supposed to feel? Rather worried.. Like a huge chunk of myself I'll be leaving behind in Msia..

Settled my payment for visa today.. all thats left is a day to go take to do X-raying and medical.. Accomodation, I've fixed my eyes on student housing that does seem allright.. Most likely that'll be the one.. Suddenly everything strikes me.. its confirm, a sure thing.. im going to aus and heck, its soon.. its a whole different change..

I may sound like I'm whining, or rather, scared of the change (which is possibly true to certain extent).. I'm more worried than anything else? worried not being able to adapt? nope, thats not it.. Worried about the people I leave behind.. Worried of not being there for ppl I care most.. Oh nvm...

On a more cheerful note, my new com is a beauty.. no regrets watsoever.. muz be the biggest best buy in this decade! any other systems with the same specs wud probably costs twice as much!! Sigh, though, on the sad side, I just found out a defective component in my laptop hours ago.. Backlit of my LCD screen is somewhat defective.. Hope d Dell ppl will come asap to fix ~ Besides this particular defective, its a superb com.. love every bit of it.. lol.. Its also dam powerful.. relatively la.. Call of duty 4, company of heroes, Hitman, all run perfectly smooth with the highest setting.. Graphics are just nothing short of superb.. I cant believe how far graphical gaming has gone in 20 years.. just 20.. no.. 10 year ago we were all contented with pacman and card games...

Vista preloaded on my com.. is also a super beauty.. However, i generally advise ppl without a strong specs, especially a graphics card (for those who use integrated), probably wud go without the extra visual detail.. It does show signs of sluggishness during startup.. but once startup, its smooth as silk.. the way i like doing work - no delays.. Though, u may think ppl at microsoft has gone paranoid over security.. god the windows bug u over every tiny little thing.. copy files, paste files, cut files, run files, open files, update files, change settings, and the list is never ending.. its starting to get annoying.. and i've yet to find a way to turn it all off without having to manually set each individual program one by one that they have my full authorization..

I've no regrets getting XPS either, their support is a entire level higher than the standard one.. For one, they have a 24 hour hotline.. I dun have to wait till working hours to call.. an entire hotline dedicated to XPS owners..

Perhaps u could call me unsecure, unsteady, uncertain, unsure.. That wud best describe how I'm feeling.. perhaps add immature and childish in it too.. ala, end of the day, this is my blog, and my feelings.. tho some of u mite think these are best kept to urself, it never hurts to share..

Random Picture: My glass of wine.. and Halong Bay, Vietname - one of the most beautiful place on earth..


Logging off,
Lawy3rz