Its been some time..

Well SPM's over.. just EST left.. A lot's been happening for the past 3 weeks I couldnt blog.. Many of them weren't really good things.. but hey, since when good things ever happen in my life.. I do isolate myself at night from my family when I'm using the computer and all.. but apparently it seemed to have gone too far.. now i feel like everyone in my family has something against me.. my mom said i was self centered and selfish.. my dad said i was *indirectly* arrogant, bossy and rude, wherelese my bro... my bro, when my parents are not in, we seem to get well fine, but when they're back.. i don't know why he suddenly acts as though I've been bashing him.. for all i know, i've been damn nice to him and i want to try to keep it that way.. So now, everyone's eyein me.. whispering around behind me.. their glares tell me all.. i doubt anything's gonna improve..

Domestic problems aside, SPM is another headache.. But thank god its finally over.. I'm quite surprised.. the whole thing went much better than I had expected.. the papers were doable.. and when checked, it was wonderful...

Exams aside, there comes the thing i've been reli waitin for.. driving.. i can tell neither my dad nor my mom is keen on this.. the relationship is already rocky.. and now this? ah what the heck.. i've waited like mad.. aint gonna give up cuz they arent-so-glad-that-I-wanna-drive..

Now, my dad just left the room.. I had no idea why he came in and sat down and said nothing at all.. and i was playing computer.. I have this rule of my own, I don't play computer in front of my parents.. and hell it was an uneasy feeling around me.. so i asked him..' watcha doin here' and his reply was.. u own this room? kenot come in lah? i dun know whether he was serious or not.. but.. sigh.. then he told me i should allow my bro to see me play computer... i never like it.. a noisy chatterbox next to u when ur playin computer? i said i dun like it.. and he gave me one of those glares that said -wat-an-arrogant-son-..

So there u have it.. when ppl ask me.. how's my life? my answer is simple.. eat, shit, play, study.. I try not to think of anythin else.. or people think I'm basking in my own self pity.. Life can be a treat, other times its like a storm.. Right now, I frown at all the kinds of glares I'm getting..

Logging off
Lawy3rz

Chad-do..

Lolz.. this idea came from liz's blog.. I got Rukia at first.. try again! got chad.. definately not as cool as ishida or ichigo.. but.. lolz.. i tink its the closest..

nth much to post a day before SPM.. gud luck to all.. best wishes..

Friends for life..

The next time someone come across something wrong with my blog plz tell k? may it be a not working music.. or wrongly structured sidebar.. or anything lar.. anyway, i took few minutes off studying today.. n' wrote something..

The voices of the wind,
silent and serene as never before but an empty space,
In moment's time,
the ones whom we had shared laughter and joy, sadness and pain, and life it self with,
will part where their winds take them,
to the vast ocean of life,
where we ourselves are small boats in it,
and the direction we sail is our own to choose,
and the winds to bring us there,

In an ocean where storms rage upon us,
where nothing but peril and hardships seem to rampant,
where life itself feels like a sinking boat,
where hopes and dreams all seemed shattered,
never hold back your feelings,
and never breath the air of failure,
remember those who sailed with you,
remember those who shared their experiences and wisdom,
remember those who shared their laughter and joy,
remember the times where nothing is impossible,
and bring forth your sails once more,
through the raging seas,
but let not your boat be sunken,
remember that you will always,
always, have those who are willing to share that peril and hardship,
those people who had stood by you in good time, in bad times,
those people who had brought you to become who you are today,
those people, called friends..

"Let us sail towards our own dreams & hopes but let us forget those who had helped us become who we are today; friends"

-Lawy3rz-
10-11-05

Logging Off,
Lawy3rz

P.S - My next jumbled up words will be on a particular friend.. =)

Intenet Explorer & Firefox

Dammit.. I havent used Internet Explorer for the longest of time since i got firefox.. and just now i just opened my blog with IE and saw the entire bottom up all screwed up.. Y didnt anyone complained?! That is NOT how its supposed to look like.. get firefox and see it..



I'll do my best to try to fix it in IE, but heck, SPM is in 6 days..

EDITED AFTER 1 hour: I don't know what shit is wrong with IE, but though I found a way to fix it in IE, Firefox will be compromised.. meaning, i cannnot find a way to fix it in both IE and firefox.. According to the codes, firefox is viewing them right.. wth is going on...

EDITED AFTER 2 hours: I finally got a stupid code that works well enuf with both browsers.. I'm not too happy with it, but I think it'll do for the time being.. *grumble grumble*


Logging off,
Distressed..
Lawy3rz