C'mon Life..

C'mon, get a move on! Stop lingering about, time is ticking, wasted on nothing. There's nothing like a pair of great sounding speakers to stir up emotions and spirit.. I got my D1080MKII finally, several levels higher than I expected to get.. I feel like going back to China just to get more of them, which I really think I will, but later. 

C'mon man, its ending march 2010, and I'm still bumming my ass off for the longest holiday I've ever had in my life. I wanna start to work and get my ass back on track, and for starters I've no damned idea how.. Help is so much harder to get when you're in a different country. 

I'm running short on money as well, and things dont look good for me.. Its like I can think of a list of things to buy/pay as long as my arm, internet bill, elec bill, phone bill, water bill, dining table, sofa, tv, cutlery, pans, pots, plates, glass, knives zzzzzzzzzzz! Seems like they're all on me alone now. 

How do I get my foot onto the next stepping stone in my life? Damn it, its so frustrating sometimes.. April is nearing..

Logging off,

Lawy3rz

There's like a gaping hole in my heart..

People tell me, "you're young, you're 22 this year, you've got a exciting life ahead of you!"

But all I do is look up, give them a weak smile and a blank look on my face. "Great", I thought. I'm twenty-two fresh graduate currently unemployed and going to start work soon in April or so.

To be honest, I've been acting like someone important to me has just died. It's like there's a gaping hole in my heart I cannot explain, and all my spirit and all my motivation leaks out of this hole like water through a broken pipe.

People have started working. I see them stressed, I see them working hard. All I can do is to wish them well, all the best; thats all this pathetic me has to offer and for that I apologize. I'm bumming around at home, waiting for April when I will take to the skies, leave my home and loved ones behind to go back to Melbourne.

That wasn't too bad thing at first, I thought. I kinda miss Melbourne life. I kinda miss how things was. But then as April nears, things changed.. Melbourne doesn't seem as welcoming as it used to be.. Things changed, people changed..


I do miss a lot of things. I miss those fond times and memories as I would miss old friends gone forever. There is some truth in that; many are indeed gone.

People tell me that I'm foolish; a fool who lives in the past.

But when there's nothing to look forward to in the future, who can blame me for trying to live in the past?

Logging off,
Lawy3rz

Sometimes..

I'm starting to feel i'm running out of blog titiles..

Believe it or not, I'm starting to miss last year's internship! Seriously despite my thousand plus complaints, it was actually quite fun and once you sort of get used to the job you don't feel it as much as when you are a fresh newbie..

Some pics taken off the EY internship program facebook page =)

 A nice group photo of TSRS interns 2008/2009! Note the two couples was, who not a couple then yet, from this pic =)

Then there's the audit ppl!

Logging off,
Lawy3rz

It's hot...

Damned its hot.. seriously.. Malaysia is so damned humid, hot; it makes u sweat and sticky and so donkey uncomfortable.. I practically worship the aircond as my god.. But the problem with aircond is that when u walk out of the aircon-ed room, the humidity overwhelmes you and because the temperature is a big difference, the feeling of uncomfortableness is there as well. sigh!

I must have taken what should have been the 5th bath for today.. or was it my 6th? goodness, its so hot..

Logging off,

Lawy3rz