meaningless tale

Nothing but time may heal,
though time isint enough,
Feelings felt, will never be known to others,
Misery and despair floods my soul.

Life's but a constant repetitive cycle,
a cycle of misery, misery and misery
A boring, dull, and predictable tale in every twist,
As I sat fiddling with facts of life
,showered in darkness,
so many things were just in doubt,
what is the reason for our mere existance?

I seek the answer..