What the heck..

Yes I know.. My blog hasn't reli been updating very often lately.. especially since after the March 4 post.. I just felt you all wud go thinking how much I B-S and crap all the time, not to mention over my blog.. But then I've decided, wat the heck, its my blog, and I'm gonna post wat I feel like typing, and let my hands go free without being held back by my own consciousness..

Whatever ur gonna read here, is the result of my free hand typing.. I can close my eyes and just type and type.. I realize that I cannot think of anyone to turn to when I wanna lend an ear.. Just to prove, that I don't reli have reli gud frenz.. or true ones either.. I suppose I have friends who I reli trust and consider them the best companions I can ever have throughout my schooling life, namely a lot of ppl in my class but nonetheless, I cannot turn to them in time of my personal need.. Thus, I turn to my blog, which I admit I've been neglecting a little bit since March 4th..

I'm not sure how this post will go on, but I'm determine to let my thoughts flow.. Sylvan.. Every single post, there will be her.. So to say, that my life is never really complete without her, even if it may just be a thought of her smile.. Sad to say I'm sure I won't ever see that coming from her towards me again.. To be truly honest, I do miss that in her, well, when we still frenz, classmates, bro and sis.. I refuse to look back at old pictures, from Japan and the Prom nite, from 3 alpha and schooling days.. It just fills my heart with despair, that such times had passed, that I miss those days so much.. ... anyway..

In conclusion, though my life is still moving, and on its way, with great friends and classmates, with laughter, sadness, anger, and tears, I still feel for u, no matter how much I swear I won't, or made a vow to end this.. I'm really feeling much more relieved now than before I typed out this post, cuz I've just put everything thats bothered me..right here..and I will continue to do so, till time cease to exist..

-Lawy3rz
A lonely hearts walks a long path to nowhere..

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