Friends apparently..

Yes, before I start this post lemme say that I am affected by people so called friends who have no qualms of threatening their friends.. Do you even qualify as one? Perhaps I have sadly misjudged you for the past many many years.. Yes, I'm annoyed, I'm angry in a way..

Know when to differentiate play and threat is an ability that a 7 year old would know.. Yet, u lack them.. You would kill over such trivial issues.. its just sad.. perhaps it is my time too, to reevaluate the people around me..

On another note, *takes 5 minutes to visit yk's blog* *returns* erm.. dam.. wat the hell was I going to say..? dam.... dam dam dam... ahhh... forget it..

The image of a perfect girl.. might as well be impossible to get in real life.. don't misunderstand my perfect.. an understanding one..

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An awakening call..

Lol, I met with gene after some time today in the library.. Had a chat with him and somehow, that chat had awaken me again.. For so long I kept telling myself, I'm only 17/18.. too young to do anything, but he has shown that its never too young to do anything.. If you keep delaying your risks till you get so old, u'll grow old and die a boring life..

Though, gene, you're light year ahead of other people, but yet I am not confident in many of the programs.. Sorry yah, but I'll go at my own pace..

Life can either be exciting, or life can be risky.. The choice is yours to choose.. Life's going to keep pushing you around, but at the same time, it's going to throw opportunity and chances right at your face.. Its up to you to open your eyes and see it, and grab them..

K, enuf philosophy.. ah.. something really happenned today.. :P the police found my mom's stolen Wira! hahaha.. and since my mom already bought a brand view Avanza, its MINE! muahaha.. all mine.. though its likely to be have used in some form of crime i guess.. otherwise why abandon the car? I duno where it is, or what condition is it in.. but I definately dun care.. muahahahahaha.. dam fun.. my own car at the age of 17! yipee~!!

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"
While it takes a minute to have a crush on someone,

an hour to like someone,

and a day to love someone,

it takes a lifetime to forget someone.


Stolen from yoke'
"
Haha.. Sory ya yoke, stole this from ya.. i was bout to write a post liddat also, but ur words are simpler.. :D

I'm tired..

I'm tired of being average and below average in academics,
I'm tired of being overweight and possibly obese,
I'm tired of not being able to win a challenge,
I'm tired of not being able to understand,
I'm tired of my lack of will and discipline,
I'm tired of being left out on important issues,
I'm tired of domestic issues at home,
I'm tired of the financial burden I am,
I'm tired of the financial insecurity I have,
I'm tired of the rising cost of living,
I'm tired of not being able to speak chinese,
I'm tired of being told how important it is,
I'm tired of watching others with their lives,
I'm tired of my own not moving the way I want it to,
I'm tired of my life..

I need a change,
A change only I can make,
A change I lack the will and strength for,
A change I will always hope for..

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People change over time..

Its 9.30 and my parents are coming back soon.. Been trying to update my blog more often lately.. K la, unlike others, my blog is boring and filled with nothing but words.. sorry ah no pics and vid..* I'd rather have no pics than have a big nooby pic all over my blog* :D anyway, lets head to the cover story..

People change over time.. And the change is rather obvious.. People whom I once look up to and gave me support and encouragement, now walk past me with glaring disgusted eyes.. People who gave me advice to stand up and head towards my own future, now keep silent when greeted.. Have I changed so much? Have they changed? Time changes everyone.. *know its kinda short but gotta keep it short*

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"She was a great person. I knew her for years, but it felt like eternity. She was a friend, she was a sister. I've seen her laugh, I've heard her cry, smile, tears.. They'll all be with us as she moves on. She was a great person. And she did not die a death in vain. She left all of us with something; her memories."

As the final moment to mourn the death of a great heroine, the general got up and saluted. 7 shots were fired as a mark of respect. "She will not be forgotten, her efforts shall not be vain, and forever remembered, as the heroine of this world", the general loudly declared.

Silence bestowed the mourners. It was unsure if it was a time of darkness or greatness to come... A looming threat still lurks upon them in the darkness...
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"Stressed"

The term stressed is define as... bla bla bla.. haha.. although I do seem to use the word often, I hardly feel I am qualified to use it.. I keep saying stress there, stress here, but really, I'm lazing around..

So, Mid year exam is knocking.. or rather slamming on my door.. Bam bam bam.. piano exam ramming my door.. or rather my piano teacher is.. she and my mom is very worried bout them.. yeah, although I know most of u would have at least grade 8 or diploma, i'm one lagging person when it comes to music.. but, learning late is always better than not learning at all.. back to the exams frenzy.. cant blame them for their worry, my frequency of practice is once a week, which is during my class.. sigh..

Its wed.. nth every happens on wed.. I go to college and time seems to be so unfair to slow down slower than a crawl during classes.. Although I do pay full attention, I feel that what I learn there alone will not be enough to get the exams well.. its as though.. something else is needed.. paying attention in class is not enuf.. ... homework itself isnt enuf.. something is missing..

I just came back from college.. tired, though I dun think i qualify to keep saying that.. Got work to do..

Btw, try reversing the letters "STRESSED"... u'll get... "DESSERTS!"

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It's time I be serious..

Its May.. and its seriously about time I got to be seriously serious about my studies.. 100% lacking of will power to study and work at home, thus I think I'm gonna try to stay back in college next week to try to start finishing up a mountain high work piling up on me..

I myself am worried of my work, and my results.. I felt the disappointment on me when I got back my SPM.. I was short 2As from my goal.. the feeling of disappointment and a slight regret was overwhelming.. and everytime I think of it, it feel terrible.. yesterday is the school prize givin and speech day.. and I really wanted to be there.. *sigh*

Its time I change..

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Opera vs Firefox

There's all this hype about the new browsers, namely IE 7 beta 2, opera 9.0 beta and firefox.. For fun sake, I decided to try two of them, opera and firefox, abandoning IE 7 because its irreversible..

Just for fun, here's the screenshot for both browsers.. opera looks nicer though, and i think i'll try that for a while.. :DI'll see if I can give a review of both browsers after mayb a month of so trying it out..

opera's interface just seem.. nicer.. lol..its buttons are also highlighted nicely, unlike any browsers i've tried.. I AM considering using opera long term.. XD Though, in terms of browsing speed, firefox, tweaked with numerous extensions and settings that is, seems very noticably faster.. that, could be the biggest advantage of all over opera.. Opera also seem to load empty pages a lot of times.. kinda unreliable..  *EDIT*  ok, its not loading empty pages, but its in the middle of loading.. But it doesnt bother to show any form of acknowledgement that it is still loading.. funny..

Opera

Firefox

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Blog surfing..

I don't usually read other blogs.. kinda the person who only looks at his own blog and nothing else.. but I've been reading several blogs lately, like yk's, and I kinda realize just how much my own blog lacked pictures/videos.. and all words.. hmm.. i'm not surprising if its boring to read all the crap I type in here..

ESL crappy shit is finally over, and I felt an entire mountain off my shoulders, which later that day was added back with piling work from Maths, Accounts, Econs, and now, English again, English's essays. Do today, pass tomoro.. What the hell la.. one day after ESL Crap investigative study now comes this.. Sigh*

Woh, we did some student survey today.. It actually took up 5 minutes of my lunch time.. sheesh.. some dumb survey man.. although I was too concentrated to finishing it ASAP, i didnt thought of anything stupid to put inside.. but ahah, shadowhunter did.. the answers to the survey I'm posting here are his, and the questions are as far as I can remember..

Q: How do you come to school?
A: A pumpkin cartriage

Q: Who do you consult with academic/non-academic problems?
A: The janitors

Q: What tuition did you take in secondary school?
A: hahahaha.. aint telling this one.. someone'll strangle me later..

Q: Where did you hear about taylor's college?
A: Playboy magazine

(Some one elses answers)
Q: What do you like most about taylors college? (cant rmb the exact questions)
A: The girls

Hahahaha.. their survey all screwed up.. :D

Some complain their LAN moral is boring and crappy.. Alfred and me couldn't stop laughing during ours.. The notes he gives.. does no one else realize but us? hahahahaha.. nvm, aint gonna say much..

Ah, back to reading other blogs.. Kinda reminds me of the days I used to post about someone, and that every post had her mentioned.. lol.. not anymore though.. Don't see around anymore, just like the secondary days.. I doubt that she's coming back here anyway, but, I believe its reli dangerous already..

What will become of me?
the future, the present, the past,
all trying to bring me down,
the path of the loner hums a silent tune,
a path that I have strayed far from,
a path that I would be best on,
life ain't what it used to be,
life's changing,
and I ain't changing with it,
and that,
my friends,
shall be my undoing..

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